I took the test again. I'm desparate for 3 points. Absolutely desparate. I got the letter in school mail today about how I'm fired July 1, if I fail the test again. It was terrible to read those words. I feel like the letters were a bit premature as my class, which is also required, isn't over yet. And the technology credit I need will not be awarded until June 1 from my school.

They just don't seem to care about how good my teaching is. They want me to do improv in Spanish, so that I can teach the 6th grade -ar verbs. The absolute worse case is sub pay for next year. That's not enough to eat on. I have no idea what happens to my retirement, experience level, health benefits... I'm terrified. I'm glad we don't have a baby now.
This just all sucks, and I wonder what I've gotten myself into.